College Cries...

the following paragraph is my personal take on my college, SIES,Sion....it was written by me a year back, when it became almost impossible for me to put up with the college crowd...i learnt a lesson though, NEVER UNDERESTIMATE THE POWER OF STUPID PEOPLE IN LARGE QUANTITIES....
when the crowd crows even the most courageous cuckoo cries.....
[as posted @mouthshut.com.]
hey ppl....I was too tempted 2 write after reading yr reviews.im a current student of ty bcom of sies college n if u ask me to b honest im happier to b out of he col next year than being paranoid abt my board examz.tats cos no matter how bad an exam paper can be, nothing, absolutely nothing could be worse than d last two years of my life here.if i started to blaming ppl I could be typing for hrs together so I rather blame my stars. like sum1 else commented.dis college is much hyped than it is in reality.dis is a place for nerds.but well every college is a place for nerds.I mean check out d hippest col n u'll definitely find a bunch of same feathered nerdy ppl flocking together..n u have one such group here too in each class. they r d branded ones.luks of a hardcore nerd with clothes being repeated as often as uniforms n oiled hair as if all the oil in Iraq is der fathers. with due respect to der grades, I wud choose not to be wid dem even if hanumanji threatened me to. all dese ppl speak of, is d cutthroat competition every step of the way(whom r dey fooling yaar?we r in sies not podar.commerce here is easier than kindergarten studies)dese moronic drones cud cry for every lecture missed and der face could break into sunny smiles at a proximity of anything remotely human.
the second type is the ''wanna bes'' who sit in huge groups in the corridor n consider themselves the rulers of the college. well I wish somebody wud tell dem its not abt quantity but quality! these bimbos catch hold of a few guys n discuss the Law of Multiple Affairs.their intellect is not an inch beyond gossips,bitching n accessories-talking. these ppl surround an "equally intelligent" guy and he amuses dem with his so called "witty"jokes while dey roar with laughter like d crowd roars when arsenal wins a match in its home ground. for all those who talk abt money.well dats not a permit for the college cos dese ppl actually cum in cars n blast their woofers wid tacky songs like kajra re.so temme.can money buy class?????
the third category r the ones who r d cribbers.like me.yeah.bt cant help it.its such a waste to be a part of ppl who do bookish-talking at one end n bimbo-talking at the other. we r the ones who r forced to attend lecs cos tats d easiest way to escape further depression. play a little TT n carom. have a cuppa coffee at the canteen n wait for yr days to get over in this bihar jail.
different ppl have different opinions but if u have hang ups n r class conscious like me then SIES COMMERCE IS A BIG NO-NO...cos at the end of the day when the dust settles...college life in not in classrooms but outside it......
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Caught in the undertow...just caught in the undertow...

I = THE ME.

I exhibit immense self-confidence and that comes from my highly intellectual lineage- my dad,a double gold medalist engineer, my mom,a doctor(psychologist) n my brother a post-graduate from IIM-L.A family of C.As, IITians , IIM-ites and Lawyers has only taught me how brains far-supercedes nevergreen beauty and exhaustible riches.Your values, principles and your intellect alone can make you a standout no matter where you go.Its very easy to look good. Easier to get rich.But it takes a great deal to find the roots of a quadratic equation in a minutes time and i dont know how many of the two earlier mentioned can do this.I have a picture perfect family life and dey r soley my raison d'etre. Being family-oriented, im socially and emotionall very secure.This allows me to choose my social circle.In my world, every decesion is given the stamp of finality.I dont give trust a second chance.This however makes me bask in the glory of being a typical BONY, BITCHY, HIGH PROFILE SUPER ATTITUDE BIYATCH. Being high-handed restricts me from clarifying the umpteen number of stories people conjure abt me.I dont deem it necessary.Very honestly,i enjoy being the centre of attention.It makes me realise that im not just another drop in the ocean.Fame and a clear conscience, i sleep each night with my soul, my pride and my dignity intact. Some adventurous whackos, though, breakthrough these preconceived notions about me.Look beyond what i appear to be.Fight me in.Fight me out.They win. I lose.THEY KNOW MY STORY.THEY CAN READ MY EYES. THEY ARE MY FRIENDS. AND I'LL GIVE UP MY LIFE FOR THEM:)

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Cobretti, do know you have an attitude problem?
Yeah, but it's just a little one.
-Cobra

being a bitch, eh??

When I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me a bitch.
When I stand up for those I love, they call me a bitch.
When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts or do things my own way, they call me a bitch.
When I refuse to tolerate injustice and speak against it, I am defined as a bitch.
The same thing happens when I take time for myself instead of being everyone's maid.
Being a bitch means I won't compromise what's in my heart. It means I live my life MY way. It means I won't allow anyone to step on me.
It means I have the courage and strength to allow myself to be who I truly am and won't become anyone else's idea of what they think I "should" be.
I am outspoken, opinionated and determined. I want what I want and there is nothing wrong with that!
So try to stomp on me, try to douse my inner flame, try to squash every ounce of beauty I hold within me. You won't succeed. And if that makes me a bitch, so be it.
I embrace the title and am proud to bear it !!!!
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But I'm glad cause they feed me the fuel that I need for the fire to burn and it's burnin and I have returned...
I am w/e u say I am...
-Eminem