Tuesday, October 16, 2007

I = THE ME.

I exhibit immense self-confidence and that comes from my highly intellectual lineage- my dad,a double gold medalist engineer, my mom,a doctor(psychologist) n my brother a post-graduate from IIM-L.A family of C.As, IITians , IIM-ites and Lawyers has only taught me how brains far-supercedes nevergreen beauty and exhaustible riches.Your values, principles and your intellect alone can make you a standout no matter where you go.Its very easy to look good. Easier to get rich.But it takes a great deal to find the roots of a quadratic equation in a minutes time and i dont know how many of the two earlier mentioned can do this.I have a picture perfect family life and dey r soley my raison d'etre. Being family-oriented, im socially and emotionall very secure.This allows me to choose my social circle.In my world, every decesion is given the stamp of finality.I dont give trust a second chance.This however makes me bask in the glory of being a typical BONY, BITCHY, HIGH PROFILE SUPER ATTITUDE BIYATCH. Being high-handed restricts me from clarifying the umpteen number of stories people conjure abt me.I dont deem it necessary.Very honestly,i enjoy being the centre of attention.It makes me realise that im not just another drop in the ocean.Fame and a clear conscience, i sleep each night with my soul, my pride and my dignity intact. Some adventurous whackos, though, breakthrough these preconceived notions about me.Look beyond what i appear to be.Fight me in.Fight me out.They win. I lose.THEY KNOW MY STORY.THEY CAN READ MY EYES. THEY ARE MY FRIENDS. AND I'LL GIVE UP MY LIFE FOR THEM:)

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Cobretti, do know you have an attitude problem?
Yeah, but it's just a little one.
-Cobra

being a bitch, eh??

When I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me a bitch.
When I stand up for those I love, they call me a bitch.
When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts or do things my own way, they call me a bitch.
When I refuse to tolerate injustice and speak against it, I am defined as a bitch.
The same thing happens when I take time for myself instead of being everyone's maid.
Being a bitch means I won't compromise what's in my heart. It means I live my life MY way. It means I won't allow anyone to step on me.
It means I have the courage and strength to allow myself to be who I truly am and won't become anyone else's idea of what they think I "should" be.
I am outspoken, opinionated and determined. I want what I want and there is nothing wrong with that!
So try to stomp on me, try to douse my inner flame, try to squash every ounce of beauty I hold within me. You won't succeed. And if that makes me a bitch, so be it.
I embrace the title and am proud to bear it !!!!
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But I'm glad cause they feed me the fuel that I need for the fire to burn and it's burnin and I have returned...
I am w/e u say I am...
-Eminem